Wow so I haven't posted for a while. The weekends are easier for me since my husband is home to help. I tend to get more done and have less time to stress over everything. Plus my husband can talk me down better than anyone. He seems to know me triggers and tries to steer me clear of them.
Last night want the best. I always stress Sunday night knowing he's going back to work and it kind of overshadows my day and evening. We had a lot going on yesterday that just added to everything and my medication just could not keep up! Although I didn't suffer a panic attack it was a close call.
I've noticed in the last month or so my patience has gone out the window. My six year old is a handful who's used to being an only child and then he gets hit with this. I can understand him acting out but it doesn't make it any easier. Lack of sleep and crying babies add up and I find myself yelling almost constantly. School doesn't start for another six weeks and he's super bored. So I don't know if i did the right thing or not but tomorrow he starts daycare part time. I hope it wears him down so I can manage him. Horrible thing to say about your own kid I know.
Tomorrow I'm going to contact my doctor for an appointment. It's time I but the bullet and switched my meds. Although it's helping I feel the celexa has done all it can and it's still not enough.
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